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Sexual blackmail

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One of those ideas that really turn me on, is sexual blackmail. The idea that someone can control me, because they're blackmailing me, making me doing even more degrading things, is a huge turn on for me. Now I'm not into giving people my home address as a way of sexual blackmail, or like the idea of threatening anything to do with my family, since that would cause serious consequences for me. However, I do love the idea of using pictures and videos as a way of blackmailing me into doing the most degrading, depraved and slutty things. This is one of the reasons I love tasks so much. I love the idea of performing tasks, as a way of showing and proving my submission to someone. And taking pictures of videos as evidence is not just a great way to ensure my future Dom that I've done a good job performing the task, but also a great tool for him to blackmail me into doing more depraved and slutty things. In combination with orgasm denial, another huge turn on for me, this

My possible future

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I love bimbo tattoos like these I've talked a bit already about myself and what I want to become. But in this post I'd like to go a little deeper into how I see my dream coming true in a possible feature. So here goes: Eventually I'd like to become someone's bimbo slave. A slave submitting to my Master, trained by him to please him and anyone he wants me to in every way he pleases. Always looking like a bimbo slut, with high heels, big boobs that make it clear I'm nothing more than a sextoy, puffy lips that beg to be wrapped around cock, in the most slutty and bimboish outfits. I'll always be wearing a slave collar, as a devoted slave, and he might even have added some piercings and tattoos on my body to enhance my status as a bimbo fuckdoll and his property. For example piercing rings in both of my nipples as well as my clithood, to enhance my status as a slut. And one or several tattoos in perhaps some intimate places showing I belong to him as his sla

Bimbofication

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Perfect example of a bimbo I already told how I am into modeling. But there's much more behind that idea than just the modeling on itself. First of all, I like how modeling can turn a woman into a sexualized object for men. It's one of the main reasons why I did a breast enlargement, as part of sexualizing myself. I was already asked a couple of times before to model, but I knew that with bigger breasts I could really hit it off. And I was right, ever since I did my boobjob I got so many more offers for modeling. It wasn't until than that I discovered the term bimbofication online somewhere, and it instantly got my attention. The core part of being a bimbo is to look perfect, like a blowup sexdoll. Think Barbie style, big boobs, pumped up lips, perfect ass. In short, every man's fantasy. Bimbo's are often portayed as blonde girls with big boobs, wearing lots of pink ans high heels, but there are also brunette bimbos. My favorite role model is Chloe Khan/Maff

A little bit more about myself

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The perfect bimbo job

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Becoming a stripper So I've talked a great deal about what kind of things I expect from other people who are interested to train me and turn me into their bimbo fuckdoll slave. But obviously I'm not blind to the fact that supporting someone else also raises the costs of life. So in this post I'll delve a little deeper into my possible future in terms of a future career. Preferably I'd love to get a job if this is necessary that enhances and further underlines my status as a bimbo slave. The options are very wide, from the more obvious bimbo jobs such as stripper or webcam girl, to a more discrete one, like being a personal secretary. To start off with, in the beginning I'll be open to jobs such as being someone's personal secretary, waitress, stripper or escort girl. If the relationship grows, I'll become more open to other jobs, such as webcam girl and even doing porn, but for the time being, I'd like to restrict this for now, considering the fa

What am I looking for?

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This is one of the first questions people usually ask me when they message me, so I though it would be a good idea to answer this question. What am I looking for? Well, first of all I'm looking to explore the world of BDSM and kinks. I've read a lot about it, and I own some toys (dildo's, buttplug, vibrator, anal beads), but I don't have any experience yet with real life BDSM. This means I am looking for someone to take me under his wings and train and guide me, to teach me and to nurture me. Someone with patience (since I'm a beginner), someone who I can trust (because when your first experience is a bad experience you're unlikely to try it again). But most important someone I feel comfortable with. I get so many messages from guys who want to meet this week, like they're afraid they won't catch their train if we don't meet this week. They don't realize that trust is something that takes time to built up, and there are a lot of scary people

Family Issues

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I've already explained in my blog that I come from a religious family. My whole family is Muslim and this creates a problem regarding my future wishes. Because having a Muslim family means they are never going to accept me as being a bimbo fuckdoll and sex slave. I mean, even for regular parents this would be quite shocking, let alone if they're Muslim. Therefore I'm looking for someone that can not just offer me training and to dominate me, but also someone that can offer me a place to stay. Yes, the idea is to move out from my parents to my future dom, and to keep my future lifestyle hidden from my family. Hence the reason I prefer people that live further away, because the further away they live, the less likely it is my family would ever find out. Now I get quite many people on my Tumblr page or other pages that I use to express my sexual desires, asking for a picture of myself. Basically you have to understand I'm not going to post any pics of myself up online

First date

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I've talked a lot about what my desires are and some about my background, but in this post I want to go a little bit into what I imagine a first date could be like. Obviously before going on a date with someone I meet on the internet, there needs to be some correspondence beforehand. Just to get to know each other a little bit before we dive into a date, and just to make sure a possible relationship has a future and we're on the same page. Basically I want to know what I'm getting into before we go on a date, since you can never be careful enough with these things these days. But let's say we get past that and we decide to meet somewhere. I always prefer to meet somewhere outside. So for example on a terrace, or a public place. Just so I can feel safe, and if either one of us doesn't like it, we can still walk away from it. No pressure is the key. We drink something perhaps, maybe get something to eat. We talk and get to know each other face to face and see how t

The power of humiliation and degrading

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The problem I usually have with my sexual desires is that it's a cross between bimbofication and BDSM. And although in my mind they fit perfectly together, these two things aren't usually things people mix together. People that are in general into bimbos, are usually into it purely because of the big boobs, and don't necessarily have any interest. And the same thing applies the other way around, people that are into BDSM aren't necessarily very much into bimbofication. One of the things I most frequently walk into, is people not exactly understanding how humiliation works, or at least, not to my liking. So in this post I'll try and explain the inner workings of humiliation and degrading someone in a sexual way. For me the very basic idea revolves around admitting something that is a taboo, and the dom exploiting that to his advantage to humiliate and degrade me. So he's taking my deepest and darkest desires, things I might never want to admit in public, an